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My comments are based on the self study material and my time in the school.
As you may know, Sirius' attempt to ascend was their solution to the war with the Pleiades. This means that what you interpret as a choice for spirituality was in fact their way to end the war by leaving the enemy behind; and to cut off their own lowest vibrations in the process. They left their shadow behind and their motives for ascension were quite corrupt. The Sirian elite abused their knowledge of sorcery. The Grand Masters were spelled in without their knowledge and their unconscious was abused to be able to hold part of the Sirian darkness.
As a result, the Pleiadian shadows and the Sirian shadows left behind got interwined and mixed up. It began to form an unconscious that looked hideous and grew, and nobody felt responsible for it. The very nature of the unconscious is that you you do not recognize it. Mila says she sealed it off. She sealed the unconscious because it was so harmful. What does that tell you about completion? Especially on a group level?
SSOA is fighting the darkness spelled into them and they keep insisting that it is a manipulation. Yes, this is about sorcery and about storing in other people's fields what you do not want, but this is Sirian-Pleiadian or plain human karma and NOT Pleiadian karma alone! In Innsbruck and afterwards I told Mila that what was going on in the school was occurring on a group level, not on an individual level. It makes no difference how many individual sorcerers you remove, the spells are in place on a group level . Mila repeated that I was being misled.
If you look at the shadows attached to the school, but also to yourself, you will see how hard it is to distinguish what belongs to you when shadows are so scrambled and mixed up. I asked myself : how can you send back karma that seems to belong to no creation? Mila always said, just send it to the temples, they will sort it out; or karmic boards will sort it out. But what about the karma that was incurred as a result of the dissonant languages that got mixed up? I never got an answer to that and to me that meant that our unconscious was not being tackled at all. It remained as huge as it ever was and no genuine transmutation of shadows is occurring. No thoughtforms in the lower vibrations were being repaired.
The way karma in SSOA is associated with DNA or lineages fools you into believing that you only have to work on what is clearly yours, and leave all the rest to others. As if any such clarity in relation to your own shadow or our collective shadow exists! When it comes to facing our collective shadow, you must work with people whatever their lineages are, and poke in the dirt and darkness to see if anything recognizable can be identified and sorted out. This is not about trying to save your own ass.
Something is going on in dreamtime in this respect and I am not really working on trying to find out what that is. But the war has not ended there and many of our roles are fuzzy. Most people also in SSOA do not realize that our dreamtime self is just as spit up, covers a range of vibrations. Just like us in the physical, part of us is conscious, but more of us is like a machine and lacks consciousness. Part of our dreamtime self is conscious, other parts are hardly conscious and seem unable to hold any focus.
What I am trying to say is that we cannot divide people or lineages or DNA into the good guys and the bad guys and simply turn our backs on what we feel is bad. The SSOA main underlying thoughform teaches, programs you to do just that while it claims to be sorting out the shadow or unconscious. The way of the wizzard! Hiding in that huge shadow that we refuse to sort out together!
I hope this does not confuse you, but if you stop worrying about the lineages and holograms and focus on thought form repair in general you will find it easier to breathe again. It encourages you to face the shadow instaid of feeding your fear of it.
Until next time,
Monique
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