| Random Thoughts - July 2007 |
The 'Hunt for Sex' Thought-Complex
Recommended Reading:
- Reconditioning and Ascension (Random, May 2007)
- The Elixir of Life (Exploring, November 2006)
- Unplugging Repetitive Scripts (Turtle 29, April 2006)
- On DNA and Distortion (Monique, March 2006)
- Principles of Magnetism and Electricity (Ken, February 2006)
- Sexual Energy Flow, part 2 (Monique, August 2005)
- Pharaoh Tutt (SSOA-excerpts, March 2005)
INTRODUCTION
In the page called 'Elixir of Life: Exploring Sexual Deviant Thought Forms' I opened up to the reality of all kinds of sexual desires, thought forms and attitudes that would have been 'carved' in our genetic household. Since the biological ascension process would allow for the altering of these genetic tracks it would make sense to get rid of a few rather thought-absorbing ones. This present page tries to delve into the logic of the thought-complex that could constitute parts of someone's reality, namely the idea 'to hunt for sex' as a goal in itself. What could be behind this thought-form, how does it manifest itself and what are the alternatives?
A while ago I was impressed by an idea that was brought forth by Aristophanes, stemming from Plato's Symposium. Monique pointed my attention to it through her new Dutch site. In the video on the right you can learn about this idea. I would recommend watching it before reading on (7'39").
The basic idea that I am inclined to embrace is the possibility that indeed there was a time when humanity was neither male nor female. If I remember correctly the SSOA has spoken about this state when we were still part of the Great Central Sun before the various falls in consciousness or awareness.
If you would for a moment consider the possibility that the idea that we would need someone else (of the other or the same sex, whatever you prefer) in order to become 'whole' is not really a necessary one, but a learnt habit. That the desire to become a partner of someone else really is only the result of some genetically embedded trick by some of our creators. A way to make sure that we would spend a lot of our time and energy on looking for a partner, and as soon as you have one, you would focus on wanting to stay with him or her, instead of reaching for the gods.
Imagine that we would decide to invest all the energy that we put into looking for and upholding relationships into reconnecting to ourselves? Imagine that we would no longer fuel the concept that we need someone else to feel complete? What if we no longer feed the idea that there is 'something wrong' when you don't have a partner with whom you have sex on a regular basis?
I think the results would be amazing. If we would be able to invest into creating a reality in which the 'hunt for a partner' is no longer a vital issue, but a rather secondary one, we would be able to allow for new thought-forms to emerge. We could then start embracing thoughts like 'I intend to invest energy in remembering my divine nature', 'I intend to reconnect to all interdimensional parts of myself' and 'I am no longer dependent on the presence of someone else in order to feel whole'.
INTERPERSONAL ATTRACTION
Alright, if we assume for a moment that indeed there is no inherent need for someone else in order to feel whole and complete, that would mean that all activities aimed at finding someone else are not necessary. This doesn't mean that you cannot have relationships or share your life with other people, but it removes the rather pressing ties connected to the idea. You are whole as you are on your own. If you decide to connect to other people that is fine, but you form relationships not out of some 'I-don't-want-to-be-alone' and 'I-need-someone-else-to-feel-good'-stress.
DATING SITES
You have probably heard of the phenomenon called datingsites. They use slogans like: 'Thousands are waiting for you now!', 'Matches are made in heaven, we just help you find them'.
The point I would like to make is that these sites are sure a great sign of the times but I wonder how many people participate out of this 'I-need-someone-else-to-feel-whole'-stress. How much energy is put into this quest for someone else to 'fill up the gap'?
How often would people feel disappointed, excited because of these contacts? I guess people would 'lose' much less energy if they participated in these games with the basic attitude 'I am whole as I am and I don't need anyone else to fill up any gap, because there is none. I would however like to meet someone else, out of curiosity'.
CHAT SITES
How many people participate on chat sites out of a desire to meet that interesting person that could make their life complete? How many people chat on the internet because they don't want to feel alone? How many people are too afraid to spend time just sitting with themselves, just looking at their thoughts passing by? How many people would open up to this possibility to chat with themselves in order to delve into their piece of this puzzle called 'humanity'? Because of this drive to be with someone else many of us have turned away from this possibility to reconnect to ourselves and enjoy the road within instead of fearing it (see Inner Disney Land).
I believe that if we no longer fear being on our own, we no longer need to run away from it through all kinds of activities like chatting, reading, watching TV or by making sure that you are busy all of the time. We would find such a tremendous amount of peace within that would increase our chances of finding the right people that could assist us in this process of unfolding of ourselves. This paradoxically would mean that perhaps the best way to connect to others is by first connecting to yourself instead of starting off with this quest for other people.
PORN AND MASTURBATION
Strongly tied to this deeply entrenched 'hunt-for-the-other-in-order-to-feel-whole' is the idea of sexual intercourse as the ultimate expression of wholeness. Sexual intercourse implies at least two people and the concept of orgasm and the release of seed. The sexual act could be considered to be the symbol of this merger of two people. I have grown to think that sex has become a bit overrated.
This link between the desire to become whole with someone else and having sex is a rather tricky and complex one. If we think of Aristophanes once again and consider the possibility that it would not be our true human nature to want to merge with someone else in order to feel whole, this would imply that having sex is not that important and certainly not the ultimate aim of life. You could instead shift into a reality that would focus on the unclosing or the biological ascension of yourself.
If we continue with this thought experiment it would mean that this desire for interpersonal merger is one of the root causes of many energy-wasting systems. If we would remove this concept there would be no need to try to imitate this merger, this 'fuck-of-the-century'-myth by watching other people have sex through erotic or porn movies or through the act of masturbation as a weak reminder of the ultimate wholeness. There would be no need for people to rape women, because they would realize that they are only trying to reach a fake road to wholeness, whereas the true path might start off by going within.
CONCLUSION
If you would be able to allow this thought-form to grow into your system you might spread this concept across the world more easily. The message for me is profound and simple: the quest for wholeness should not start by looking for someone else, but by looking within. All thoughts, desires and sexual acts aimed at this external wholeness or imitation of it, would only be signs of an incredible waste of energy, energy that would better be invested in reaching 'intraselfular' wholeness.
Gibbon
July 2007
