A Dark and Sunny Worldview

Random Thoughts - May 2008

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Recommended Reading:

• Interactive Memory Activation (February 2008)
• Interpersonal Explorations (Exploring, January 2008)
• Meet the Monsters (November 2007)
• Falling in Mechanized Love (September 2007)

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INTRODUCTION
A while ago I sat in a nearby park looking at the trees, an occasional white cloud and the people around me. The sun was shining brightly and I was tempted to think: "Isn't the world a beautiful place?" This thought was immediately followed by thoughts about the amount of interpersonal unconscious distortions, demonic interferences, energy draining attachments and all kinds of stealing activities together with the probable manipulations of the masses by those in power. It made me wonder: "What kind of worldview am I holding really? Is this the way that I want to look at the world? Can't I simply enjoy a moment in a park without thinking about these distortions all around me? Is this what ascending is all about? Shouldn't I wrap it all up and try something new?"

BEING IN THE ASCENDING MODE
Why do I hold on to a worldview that pays relatively much attention to the distorted aspects of our world? What are the benefits of working within this ascending paradigm? Well, I took a walk and came up with a number of reasons.

First of all I feel challenged to recognize distorted thoughts in order to bend them into more harmless ones. I like to explore the possibility to see whether the dissolution of distortion can actually activate ancient genetic information which would allow for a more biologically supported harmonious perspective on the world. I also feel challenged to investigate the demonic realms in order to see the possible way some astral beings are dependent upon our energy. I would like to invest in ways to end their dependency upon us.

Despite the awareness of distortion around me I cannot help but feel more joyful. Somehow it is possible to feel better even though I think I see more 'mechanized behavior' around me. And things hardly are that bad, in the sense that everybody seems to have interesting aspects.

Another thing that keeps me going is the fun of gradually entering reality perspectives by removing superfluous thought bagage. It is nice to meet new people who resonate with these perspectives and add new ideas to the whole. It is also stimulating to notice that new thoughts seem to come up every time some old ones are left behind.

I also like the concept of being able to repair harmful habits of the past. I would like to invest in creating 'ascending' relationships that are based on the reciprocal desire to increase awareness of ourselves and not so much on the desire to 'become whole'. Perhaps I can contribute to a healing of sexually distorted patterns of our ancestral past.

When I think of the presence of these distorted elements I also think of what it would be like without them: it would probably be rather boring and dull. I like the challenge of seeking my own path through the mud, especially when there is a lot of room for doing it creatively in your own way. I also enjoy the increased sense of sovereignty which allows me to remain relatively balanced within the avalanches of energetic interaction with others.

CONCLUSION
All I can say to conclude this page is that I feel glad that I am still exploring these realms and I hope to live to see the 'dawn of man' from our current dark age and I am quite confident that things are falling apart rapidly in order to make room for a new shared reality that has a higher average vibration and I hope that I am able to make a tiny contribution to this process.

Gibbon
May 2008

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